Turn to this pranayama practice in times of transformation to free yourself from anything holding you back.
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Unexpected events in life can toss you into an irreversible matrix of change. You may feel devoured, stripped, and vulnerable, as you shed an old skin. Your ego holds onto its story, your rational mind tries to explain what is happening, and fear begins to control you. Humans tend to seek creation but not dissolution, do everything to fall in love but run away from heartbreak. And yet the two are forever intertwined in the dance of life and death. Even if you know change is coming, it is often terrifying and all too easy to deny.
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Meet Kali, The Goddess of Transformation
In the yoga tradition, there is a dark goddess known as Kali who governs time, death, and change. Her fierce form is portrayed with gnashing fangs, a protruding tongue, disheveled hair, dripping blood, a garland of skulls, and a belt of severed arms,wielding weapons in every hand. Kali represents massive transformation, non-conformity, boundary-pushing, life and death cycles, responsibility and accountability for mistakes, karmic mess cleanup, wild and untamable sexuality, total surrender, and the intensity of love and compassion. Kali is the essence of Freedom and she is the force within that transforms fear and sets you free.
How To Use Kali’s Teachings
Kali often arrives in times of crisis, when your perspective is turned upside down: illness, heartbreak, financial loss, career change—anytime a new boundary is pushed. This fearsome goddess comes to devour what is no longer needed. She leads the way to transformation from within, standing for radical honesty and radical freedom from false attachments and delusions. When you resist, she draws out her swift sword to cut off the stubborn head of ego, reminding you what really matters in life. A friend recently said to me about Kali energy: “If a tsunami comes, you don’t care about your wallet and iPhone. You just run!” When Kali comes to you, certain things don’t matter anymore. Listen to the voice inside that is losing patience with the old way of doing things and let her be the initiatory force that begins to set you free.
Defeat Fear with Kali’s Sword Breath
I learned this pranayama technique from a Himalayan yoga master named Suresh when I was 23 years old. This was one of our first breathing techniques we practiced each morning, barefoot in the mountains. Once I learned about Kali, I started calling this breath: “Kali’s Sword Breath.” Try it now—and in any time of change.